Tuesday, 6 March 2012

Bourgeois and beyond

From Louise Bourgeois' 'Maman', to Doris Salcedo's 'Shibboleth'; from Maria Lassnig to Miroslaw Balka; from trilobites to cup and ring markings; from Nicolas Poussin to Antoine Watteau; from Tate Modern to the Wallace Collection; from Durham Cathedral to the sand dunes at Bamburgh; from the Cross Kings pub to the American Carwash -- yes, I've been proofreading 'Serpentine', and going on something of a rollercoaster journey. I love this book! Could've sworn there were no errors in it, but hey ho, that's what proof-reading's all about. Found dozens. Urrgghh! Hopefully the rest of the team at BeWrite Books will pick up any I've missed.


Monday, 27 February 2012

Phew!

It's one thing to be offered a book deal - quite another to have the contract in your sticky little hands and be signing it and then taking it down the post office to post away the old-fashioned way. The relief!

The book in question is my latest novel, 'Serpentine'. The publisher is BeWrite Books. As to what the novel's about: Friedrich Nietzsche once said, 'Art is the proper task in life', and as an artist myself, I'm not about to disagree, but what happens when creativity becomes an obsession which threatens to derail everything else in a young artist's life, from her personal relationships to paying the electricity bill? What then?

Monday, 26 December 2011

'wormwood, earth and honey' - pictures and poems on kindle

We (self and the team at Circaidy Gregory Press ) somehow managed to get the new, revised 'wormwood' done and dusted by Christmas Eve, in the kindle version at least. The other e-versions will appear in due course when the distributor has recovered from Christmas. Links for the kindle version are: amazon uk and amazon dot com

So if you got a kindle for Christmas, and are wondering how poetry and pics combined appear on such machines, then please go ahead and buy a copy. 

Thank you!

Friday, 9 December 2011

'wormwood' pictures update

Yes, I decided the only way to illustrate a poem about Constable's 'The Haywain' was by doing a picture of Constable's 'The Haywain', the only question being how to reduce a massive painted masterpiece to a sketch a couple of inches across with the wrong proportions. I am no Constable, but armed with a blunt charcoal pencil and a scrap of gessoed paper, I went for it, and the end result is something that has vague similarities to what Constable might have done as a thumbnail sketch on a distinctly 'off' day. Not to worry. I think it's recognisably based on the same scene.

After that, I went on to some easier ones. 'white noise' was illustrated by a rosebud. 'south of the border' was simple enough once I'd decided the border in question could be Mexico, so all I needed was a tall cactus and a desiccated landscape. 'channel hopping' is a complex poem full of images, so I picked the easiest - Paris - and drew the Eiffel Tower. Iconic buildings can be useful.

Some were not so obvious. I fancied drawing Charon the ferryman for 'unto death' but in the end went for some bilberries. 'the burning of ice' could have been impossible (how do you draw burning ice?) so I drew a well-endowed white bull instead. (It makes sense if you read the poem.)

Some could only have one possible illustration. 'truth and lies' had to have a picture of Red Square as far as I'm concerned, though some readers may wonder why. The piece of railway graffiti that I used for 'close at hand' was the only possible illustration. People who used to travel from Paddington Station down to the West Country before the graffiti was removed will understand. 'the diver' was a bit of a cheat, as the image has already been used for some cover art, but I reckon plagiarising oneself is fair enough.

And 'the ballad of shane and mavis' could only be erik the snail, though making him look ten feet tall proved impossible.

Nineteen illustrations drawn so far. I reckon another half dozen will do the trick, so I'll return to this after the weekend.

Tuesday, 6 December 2011

'wormwood' progress report.

I started at the beginning. The first poem is called 'the stones of the barn'. I took a photo of a stone barn near Muker in the Yorkshire Dales a couple of years ago, so I fished it out, and made a drawing from it. Simple. Would everything else prove that straight forward? Of course not. I fast-forwarded through the collection to 'jasmine'. Tried to draw some jasmine. Failed. Tried again. Failed again. Swore under my breath. Broke the point off the charcoal pencil. Sharpened it. Broke it again. Swore again. Jammed the sharpener. You get the idea.

Moved on to 'little piggies'. When I was about ten, I took a photo (transparency, not print) of some piglets. A year or so ago I possessed a bells and whistles scanner which was able to scan transparencies. It since gave up, as these machines are wont to do, but luckily I'd scanned the photo of the little piggies, and was able to use that as a source for the drawing. Success!

'over the sea to annan' was based on a true story of a herd of cows swimming the Solway Firth. I googled the story, and was able to find a photograph of the original herd. The photo was extremely low resolution, but at least it showed me what sort of cows they were, and enabled me to hunt around my own stock for cow photos. I made up a Solway Firthish background. Good. On a roll now.

Or not. Several more failures followed, though also some success with a drawing of a grass snake for 'summer's end' and an iguana for 'iguana'. Polperro was also straight forward enough. For 'sibling rivalry', I thought about drawing a mouse, but instead drew a molecule of buckminsterfullerene. Anyone who understands the poem will see why. Anyone who doesn't, will be as puzzled as the boy in the poem, so it works on both levels.

'Mary' was an easy one to illustrate. The poem was inspired by visits to Gibside, so I used one of my many photos of the place for source material. Anyone who's read my early novel 'The Sand in the Painting' will recognise Gibside as a key location. I tend to do this; to find a place that inspires me and use it in novels, short stories, poems, artwork - anything. Similarly, the last poem in the collection, 'summer's end', is a summary of the themes of my novel 'Small Poisons'. Never let a good idea go to waste.

So, on to the next set. It's often tricky to know how to illustrate poems. The images are all in the words, so an illustration might lead the reading too strongly; might set the reader on a particular path and prevent them from seeing other possibilities. That can't be helped. The astute reader might look at some of the pictures and say: 'No, that's completely wrong for that poem.' I hope some of them do. If I'm going to be literal, then I need to illustrate 'Tom doesn't see' with a Constable's 'The Haywain'. Now there's a challenge. Will I, won't I? Not sure. Will report back in due course.

Friday, 2 December 2011

wormwood rides again

'wormwood, earth and honey' is being e-booked. The poems have been subjected to mostly very minor tweaks (to remove punctuational peculiarities and a small number of wince-making phrases) so it's still fundamentally the same book. Now the hard work begins. This is to be an illustrated version. My view is that people's eyes light up when you tell them something has got pictures in it. I've tested the water on facebook and twitter and received very encouraging responses. Even people who already have the paperback have said they'll buy an e-version with pics.

All I have to do is draw the pictures.

This is going to be a sort of mini-blog in which I chart my progress.

Step one: I have decided on materials. I'm working grey scale with high contrast, so will be almost certainly using charcoal and black fine-liner on gessoed paper. I've done this before, and it works.

Step two: the paper I have in stock is too big so I will need to cut it right down, partly for ease of scanning, and partly because a small picture is generally quicker to do than a large picture. Also, as far as illustrating is concerned, if the illustration is done in the first place not much bigger than it will appear in the e-book then it's far easier for the illustrator to get it to look 'right'.

Step three: decide which poems to illustrate. They will need to be spread throughout the anthology rather than be all in one section, obviously, as I don't want to muck around with the order of the poems.
Step four: make some porridge. It's cold today. I need fuel before I do anything else.

Tuesday, 9 November 2010

A-Z: an illustrator's perspective

An illustrator’s tools are traditionally a piece of rough paper and a pencil for sketching out ideas, followed by a sheet of cartridge paper and a pen for the finished piece, but BeWrite’s ‘The A-Z of Punishment and Torture’ is not a traditional book; it’s an e-book. A different approach then? Would the illustrator need to be a techno-geek who has mastered the very latest graphics software? No. My illustrations for the A-Z were done using a cheap fine-liner pen on standard photocopy paper. The only hi-tech thing I did was to scan and email them to the publisher rather than posting the hard copy. As an artist, I like the fact that these pictures are artefacts and exist in a very real sense; that if I so wish I can frame them and put them on my wall without having to print anything out. Whether I’d want to hang them on my wall is another matter entirely. The clue is in the title. Punishment and Torture. Ouch. I like the rat picture, but of course rats aren’t to everyone’s taste. I saw one the other day outside my living room window. It was sitting on a bench and cleaning its whiskers. It looked for all the world like a dark brown squirrel but with a slim long tail instead of a bushy one. Sweet, I thought. My husband thought otherwise. Perhaps the rat won’t go on the wall after all.

So are these illustrations ‘rats’ or ‘squirrels’? I think they’re a bit of both. The rat itself was drawn for the ‘A’ chapter. I chose to illustrate ‘Animals’ rather than ‘Amputations’ as although I’ve done horror illustrations in the past, I’m not into nastiness and gore, and neither is this book. The information is fascinating, but it doesn’t set out to shock or sensationalise, and I was happy to bear that in mind when planning the illustrations. You’ll find nothing graphically revolting in here, but plenty to make you wince and wonder at man’s inhumanity to man.

For ‘B’ I had a wide choice: Banishment, Bastinado, Beating, Beheading, Bilboes, Birch, Boiling and frying, Boot, Boring, Brainwashing, Branding, Brazen Bull, Burial, and Burning. Whilst tempted to draw a thoroughly ‘boring’ picture, I decided that would be silly, so went instead for burning, and drew a young woman tied to a stake and surrounded by flames. I duly e-mailed the picture off to be approved or not, and was told she didn’t look miserable enough – fair comment, so I added a tear rolling down her cheek and turned her mouth down at the corners; a simple enough fix. The temptation to go over-the-top and give her a Münch-like ‘scream’ was strong, but I resisted. I wanted to go for subtle. Suggest the horror. Don’t shove it down the reader’s throat.

And so it went on. Sometimes I would draw something that was deemed too obscure or too far away from the text to work, so I would have to re-think. Sometimes the first drawing would be too simple to work as a full page illustration; sometimes too complex to work well on an e-reader. Sometimes the editor would love an illustration, only to change his mind a week later when it occurred to him that it wouldn’t work for one reason or another, and I’d throw heavy objects at the computer, spit a bit, blaspheme in a most unladylike way, take another sheet of paper and start again. Sometimes an illustration would look fine until we all realised that the hand with the knife going through it (‘M for Mutilation’) looked too much like it had six fingers. That one was a shame. I was proud of that illustration (I love doing hands). Sometimes internet searching for source images became frustrating. ‘I for Iron Maiden’ naturally gave me pages and pages of the rock band and little else. I learned as a result to refine my searches and put words like ‘medieval’ in front of such terms. I also made sure my firewall was strong and my anti-virus and anti-spyware were completely up-to-date as in order to get the best image results I had to switch off ‘safe search’ and scan page after page of gruesome thumbnails through half closed eyes. 

And sometimes I had to refuse. I was asked to do ‘Necklacing’ for the ‘N’ image. I couldn’t do that. I’d have had to google images that would have made me physically sick and given me nightmares. So I said ‘no’ and did ‘N for Noise’ instead. I’m a violin teacher. I know what sort of a torture noise can be. I set my camera up on a timer, stood in front of it, screwed up my eyes, covered my ears, and screamed (silently). The illustration you’ll find in the book is therefore one of my more unusual self-portraits, but I feel it has authenticity. And if any of my current violin pupils are reading this, rest assured, I wasn’t thinking about any of you. Not really.

After doing ‘P for Pears of Anguish’ (a seriously ‘ouch’ device) I took a brief time-out to do one-off commission for a friend who wanted a poem and a picture for her new baby grandson. I drew a puppy, as requested, and wrote a sonnet. Phew.

‘Q for Quicklime’ was problematic. It’s not the most picturesque stuff. Looks like lumps of chalk. I drew some in a bucket. It was either that or do something totally grotesque with people being boiled alive in the stuff, which was not the sort of thing I wanted to be drawing. This one was rejected, even though it was a beautiful picture of a bucket. It wasn’t until weeks later that the idea of ‘Queen’s Pleasure’ was mooted, and I was able to draw a stern looking Queen Victoria holding a bunch of keys. I’m still fond of the bucket picture, but can understand why Queen Victoria makes the better illustration.

The letter that had to be re-done most often was ‘V’. Robin Hood was suggested, as in ‘V for Vigilante’, but unless you go down the Errol Flynn/Men in Tights route I reckon you can’t tell it’s really Robin Hood, and I was trying to stay historically authentic. Instead, I decided to go with ‘V for Vendetta’ and draw the Kray twins. I liked the double portrait, but it was rejected on the grounds that they weren’t sufficiently well known internationally. I suggested Al Capone. Brando was proffered as an alternative. I disagreed. For one thing, Brando’s not a gangster. For another, any images of him would be copyright, so couldn’t be used as source material. I drew Capone. Reasonable picture, if a bit of a caricature, but the Krays one had been better. Both were finally dropped in favour of Batman. You can’t argue with cultural icons.

It’s now six months after I started on the project. Every picture has been approved, checked for errors, double-checked, the entire book proofread an incredible number of times by everyone, pictures checked again, emails flown back and forth, and now – finally – it’s finished and I can go back to drawing Connemara ponies and curraghs.

I’ve had a ball. I started off wondering what I was letting myself in for. I ended up thoroughly satisfied that between us – writer, illustrator and editor – we’ve produced a highly informative and fully illustrated exploration of the darker side of humanity that would make a most unusual addition to anybody’s Christmas list. Plenty of people are going to receive e-book readers this year as a gift and are going asking what they can read on their shiny new gadget that’s a bit different. The ‘A-Z of Punishment and Torture’ is the answer.